can't seem to

can't rationalise it out in my head
can't work it out with my hands
can't articulate it with my mouth

where am i?
place unknown.
venue to be confirmed.
treading on unknown territory

vulnerable.
do i dare be?
a blessing from above?
do i dare receive?

opening myself to the world of grace.

search me O lord & know my heart,
test me & know my anxious thoughts.
see if there is any offensive way in me
& lead me in the way everlasting.