i have much hope to believe that i'll be able to stand together with friends and family and say as Sarah said in Genesis 21:6 'God has brought me laughter, and everyone who hears about this will laugh with me. And add as she added, 'Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? Yet I have borne him a son in his old age.'

God i surrender to You. The enemy has tried to do his trick to suppress but i resurrect the dreams, passions and hope in You once again, laying it all at Your feet with an open palm and ask that Your will be done in my life. I don't want to walk the path of self-righteousness but let me walk the talk of who You are in the world that You've placed me in. Take it all. Have your way. Do what You will. May Your desires be mine.

So let it be.